Wednesday, March 26, 2008
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Im crazy. Live with It XD XD XD XDIt's true, we're all a little insane
But it's so clearNow that I'm unchained
Fear is only in our minds
Taking over all the time
Fear is only in our minds
but its taking over all the time
You poor sweet innocent thing
Dry your eyes and testify
You know you live to break me- don't deny
Sweet sacrifice
One day I'm gonna forget your name
And one sweet day,
you're gonna drown in my lost pain
Fear is only in our minds
Taking over all the time
Fear is only in our minds
but its taking over all the time
You poor sweet innocent thing
Dry your eyes and testify
And oh you love to hate me don't you, honey?
I'm your sacrifice.
I dream in darkness
I sleep to die
Raise the silence
Erase my life
Do you wonder why you hate?
(Our burning ashes)
(Blacken the day)
Are you still too weak
(A world of nothingness)
to survive your mistakes?
(Blow me away)
You poor sweet innocent thing
Dry your eyes and testify
You know you live to break me- don't deny
Sweet sacrifice
what?thats all?no explosions?
6:15 PM
Saturday, March 22, 2008
The Phoenix is born alone
Im sad. Yeap...
Sometimes I wonder why Im alive on this earth. Sounds very stupid and childish right? But everyone has this question burning in their hearts at least one point in their life. What do we live for? Do we live to survive? Do we live for other people? In the end..only death awaits...all your struggles, all your efforts, all your actions...In the end nothing matters.
Some say the answer is GOD. Heres where GOD makes things more complicated.With GOD in your heart and mind,GOD will deliver you to his arms in death where you will obtain eternal life. All GOD requires faith..thats all there its to it, no dumb theories about his existence or countless hours of reading the bible. All you need...is faith. But what about those with no sense of faith to begin with? Eternal Hell awaits..yep..the depressing TRUTH..well look on the bright side, we are not being controlled by a tyranical god who makes us suffer living hell even in life.XD Or maybe this is it..we'll never know.
Well the only things that make me feel that that there's some meaning to be living this life are friends. But sometimes i feel distant and untrusting...seeing the ugly world as it is casts many doubts in my mind. My low confidence does not help either. Situations and awkward occurences hinder my abilty to be happy as well..
All I can do.....is have a little faith that everything will be alright...
Maybe we should all just be thankful that we are given a chance to live, to feel, to love, to lose, to think. Some say that the gods actually envy the mortals. As mortals only exist for a fleeting moment and that was will never happen again, it makes a human life seem so beautiful and precious.
So whats my final "stand"?
As a famous Charlie Brown comic once said :Since we are given the chance to live in this world, LIVE IN IT THEN!!
what?thats all?no explosions?
3:58 AM
The Phoenix reborn breathes black flame
Seeing that blogging is so 'IN' and having more friends into blogging, I decided to create my own blog ...bleh.YES! Conformism strikes again!! hehe. Had a group blog once but could not really say all that i wanted to say. This is a my blog, love it or hate it. Some things I learned:
1. Blog what you would be able to repeat in front of other people
2. Have fun and take it easy XD
3. Blogging is a good way to express the feelings in your soul fighting to get out..
4. Tis better to have blogged than not blogged at all
5. Death comes to all(ehh..5 is a nice no. rite?)
what?thats all?no explosions?
3:38 AM
hi
what?thats all?no explosions?
2:34 AM
